- Love is Beautiful yet painful -

i wish I could tell you I Miss you ,

yous make me realise that Love is so Beautiful .

I’m often torture by th words yous said ,

by th thinqs yous do,

But your Love will always make me smile after th rain .

I wish I could tell yous that you have a place in my heart ,

and that yous will never be replaced♥ .

Love started w a smile , Grows w a kiss & Ended w a tear .
although i cant bear t leave yous, but mayb some other will replace me in your heart & mayb i’m alr been replaced .
Im hopeless . Speechless & Confuse !
iloveyous still , cant forget abt yous .
i really wish yous can be like how we used to be ....
很想回到过去 ~
This is my heart , its not a Toy .
We used to be cool , there's used to be LOVE♥ ,
now its become something like a junk . . .
Just in case tomorrow never comes , i just want to tell yous that .....
you've left footprints on my heart ♥.
I know its my fault that asked this question over & over aqn .
and yous finally let me qo .
But thats all is because you've changed , really changed alot ):
Maybe i can just stop toleratinq your attitude & stuff .
You're th one that i choose among th others , but now , my judgement is still wrong .
But my love for yous never been lost & its always qettinq more .
mayb its over , but really , i cant forget & never will i forget yous .

Boy , iloveyous ♥
110209 - 270410 ; 1year , 2months & 16days .

Its finally , officially over ~

Hais ! ):

GO AND DIE LA ! ! ! ! ! !
i am fcukinq fcukinq tired of life this way .
i know when i am a free qirl , thinqs are totally different .
But why cant you people just tolerate it for another 20months ?
Why must th people that i wants t be waitinq for me & concerninq for me just fcukinq hell seems to dont qive a dame ?
Especially YOU ! yous should know who are yous .
i am really qoinq mad , crazy ! ):
If there is a chance , how th hell i wish you were me . And know my feelinqs now .
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrs ! )':

I just need more concern , more motivation & for yous to be waitinq for me , althouqh i know its all impossible ?

Read all th past posts in your bloq , try to console myself .
i just hope that yous will keep to th promise made & what yous say .
But if yous wish t break your promise like how yous always do , idc anymore .


Hais , mayb its really time for me to rest & concentrate in my studies .
& stop all nonsense.
And not be botherinq about anythinq thats i shouldnt be botherinq abt .
E.g. Relationship -

nb , Hardcore study time in this fcukinq hostel ! ;wild

qoinq mad soon manzxc ! ):

no Homeleave aqn ):

Sick alr ):

Somemore qot one madqirl come in & irritate people ! -‘-

Cry everyday , same DORM as me ! Suay like fcuk la ! ):

Cannot stand her luhs , make so much fcukinq troubles here .

Feel like giving her one tight slap & ask her t wake up !

&& Stop attracting attention from people here la ! x.x

See this & faint manzxc !

- Timetable for exam period (Saturday & Sunday )

7.30am : Rise & Shine

8.00am : Breakfast

8.30am : Charge (Chores)

9.00am - 10.15am : Study Time

10.15am - 10.30am : Break (:

10.30am - 12pm : Study Time

12pm : Lunch (:

12.30pm - 2pm : TV / Rest (:

2pm - 3.15pm : Study Time

3.15pm – 3.45pm : Break (:

3.45pm – 4.30pm : Study Time

4.30pm – 5pm : Outdoor Games

5pm-6pm : Bath

6pm : Dinner (:

6.30pm – 7.30pm : Rest (:

7.30pm – 8pm : Quiet Time

8pm – 10pm : Study Time [ Sunday ] 8pm – 9pm : Study Time

10pm – 11pm : Tv / Rest (: 9.30pm : Lights Out !

11.30pm : Lights Out !

I AM FCUKING TIRED ):

Hey people ! (:

Yeah ! like finally I’ve got my homeleave (:
Althouqh its not fun being at home for th whole day , but I still manage to be myself (:
&& finally I’ve printed out my photos (:
twist! And I may be uploading it next week when I qo home & take my memory card (:
im missing yous , missing yous badly (:
& i , i . . . . . . . . . . always wanted to tell yous somethinq (:
i ………… i …………

lauqhs , neverminds (:im bored !
im qoinq off manzxc (:
Hope to qet to meet up my lovely soons (:

Good Friday today ,