GO AND DIE LA ! ! ! ! ! !
i am fcukinq fcukinq tired of life this way .
i know when i am a free qirl , thinqs are totally different .
But why cant you people just tolerate it for another 20months ?
Why must th people that i wants t be waitinq for me & concerninq for me just fcukinq hell seems to dont qive a dame ?
Especially YOU ! yous should know who are yous .
i am really qoinq mad , crazy ! ):
If there is a chance , how th hell i wish you were me . And know my feelinqs now .
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrs ! )':

I just need more concern , more motivation & for yous to be waitinq for me , althouqh i know its all impossible ?

Read all th past posts in your bloq , try to console myself .
i just hope that yous will keep to th promise made & what yous say .
But if yous wish t break your promise like how yous always do , idc anymore .


Hais , mayb its really time for me to rest & concentrate in my studies .
& stop all nonsense.
And not be botherinq about anythinq thats i shouldnt be botherinq abt .
E.g. Relationship -