Foeverlove

2010-08-24T18:26:00.000-07:00

WOW , im suppose to have operation like today -.-"
and th best thing is that th doctor is on leave , and overseas .
He changed th date & i was like fcuking hell not informed ! :@
Its like dame cool aye ! ._.
But i've got a night stay at home (:
Well , its okay manzxc ! :B
1 more week of normal life (:
Next tuesday , going to be on crutches for 6weeks ! O:
Terrible.

2010-08-01T18:48:00.000-07:00

Peace ! (:

Took it yesterday (:

2010-07-30T05:35:00.000-07:00

What is a smoker that dk how to light a cigg , when a smoker w/o a lighter is a fcuker ?

OMG ! This sucks to the fcukinq max !

i just fcuking hate yous ! -'-

2010-07-12T17:43:00.001-07:00

2010-07-09T05:52:00.000-07:00

(: !

Its been 6months in my hostel (: , and im left w 18 more months to go ! (:

Yeah *claps*

8more days to my 16th ! :B

Its like OMG ! :B

2010-06-28T07:54:00.000-07:00

Dame , im like inside my hostel now (:

Holiday was fine (: Had long homeleave toos ! (:

Went for CampVision on 25th & was only back yesterday ! O:

Got photos (: But im gonna post other days :X

Was fcuking tired las ! ):

Slept @ around 8plus last night , but still very tired X:

School started alr (: & till now , its just okays (:

Hope things will be fine & there is no more weird glancing in class ! x.x

2010-06-17T00:24:00.000-07:00

Like OMG ! ):
Rotting & rotting & rotting ):
The photo CMI ! :@ too small x.x
Had homeleave for almost 1week , since Saturday 12June till 18June O:
Kinda nice uhs , but abit too bored @ home ):
Tomorrow needa go back to there :O !
10am ): !
then go back , got th "Keep youths alive" progamme (:
then th whole house will go & watch movie on Saturday O:
Nanny Mac ! x.x
Still dk if there will be homeleave uhs ! ):
Then next week ima going for camp ! ;eeks
No homeleave ! ):
Must wait (: laughs , but at least i've got this long homeleave even before my 6months stay in there (:
Time flies ! (:

Anyway , im trying to get my photos into th com ! :@
hmm , back to my Drama ! (:

15th , iloveyous , imissyous ! ♥

2010-05-29T20:49:00.001-07:00

Like fun only uhs (:
Went out on both friday & saturday O:
Dont intend to go out today , mayb visiting my grandfather , like finally . O:
LOL , aye D ! yous playing love game ah ._.
Trying to take revenge ? O:

Lmao , anyways .. 6pm , i'll be back in my lovely hostel ! (:
Gonna go to th doctor on 4th June for my leg ):
Like , lame only O:

Anyways , im gonna enjoy my tv (:
im back to tv addict O:
Trying my best not to touch any cigg ! (:

2010-05-27T09:05:00.000-07:00

): !

Im like dame sad today canzxc ! ):

hais , actually 4 passes , become 3 passes because of some reasons ):

Dame stress now -.- ! My eyes is also like dame fcuking swollen till now .

If this is a lesson to learn , it will be a very precious lesson . A lesson which my coursework done by th time i have in TheTent , was gone down to drain . The whole thing ! ):

My eyes are like still red now , which is like dame long ago i cried like mad ?

Hais , now i only can pray & work hard on my EOY liaos ._.

People , th old Joanna is Gone for good (:

So , dont judge me like before , i've learn my lesson & im gonna be a better person ..

No longer doing things & dealing w/ things like how i use to (:

Ahjo , swear to get herself PROMOTED this year ! (:

2010-05-25T21:01:00.000-07:00

This is me , th new JOANNA ! (:

I know th blog is like dead . And alot of yous cant contact me O:

But , gimme your number ! (:

i'll text yous when i can (:

Okay , exam is like finally over , but i think my result sucks to th max ):

i mean , i did my best uh . But im really not use studying for exams ._.

For my whole life i think i didnt study for my exams uhs O:

Laughs ! :D

Anyway , im like dame pissed off w/ one person @:

This person just betrayed my trust uhs ):

thought of helping , but instead , i land myself into trouble .

Eeeek ! No more helping ! No more trouble !

i dame hate my school that bloody Mr. **** ! Gosh , he is like dame gayish can ! @:

Always like to talk cork , sing song ._.

Nevermind , at least there is 1month of break before im going to see him again (:

Nice ~

Saw my reportbook just now w/o my latest result X;

Was happy to see all my past results & my past comments . Just abit disappointed w myself .

i've like ruin my studys ! ):

So my new goal ; Top O level student ! (dream)

hahas ! O:

anw , im going to work hard , so im going to do my english project ! (:

Byyyyeee ! ♥

Wait for my next post aye ! (:

It will be asap ! ☺

2010-05-09T02:29:00.000-07:00

Happy Mummys' Day ~ ~

Hais , dame bored ttm lahs ! ):

Exam will only finish next week ! ):

Stressed till i can find white hair manzxc ! OMG

Gosh , hope this end soon man , life simply just sucks w/o freedom & having all those timetables around ._.

Hope time flyyyy faster , && i can be discharge soon (:

Going mad manzxc ):

2010-05-01T22:26:00.000-07:00

Hais , i am thinking , thinking & thinking of yous over & over again !

(Random \m/ )

i am qoinq crazy , everythinq seems so different .

i want to tell yous , but im afraid to .

i always run out of words th moment i want to tell yous somethinq .

OMG , i think im seriously qnq crazy manzxc ._.

Studies , everything , always keep cominq into my brain . EVEN YOU ! ):

;wild . Mad . crazy , bonkas ~ ._.

Yesterday , one of th qirl in here , was fcukinq hell joke of th day uhs ! LOL

Kept falling when she skate -.- && not th normal falling way , is th extreme fallinq X:

I am seriously tired . .

Aku sayang kau , rindu kau .

i'm sad ! ):

2010-04-27T06:20:00.000-07:00

- Love is Beautiful yet painful -

i wish I could tell you I Love you ,

i wish I could tell you I Miss you ,

yous make me realise that Love is so Beautiful .

I’m often torture by th words yous said ,

by th thinqs yous do,

But your Love will always make me smile after th rain .

I wish I could tell yous that you have a place in my heart ,

and that yous will never be replaced♥ .

Love started w a smile , Grows w a kiss & Ended w a tear .
although i cant bear t leave yous, but mayb some other will replace me in your heart & mayb i’m alr been replaced .
Im hopeless . Speechless & Confuse !
iloveyous still , cant forget abt yous .
i really wish yous can be like how we used to be ....
很想回到过去 ~
This is my heart , its not a Toy .
We used to be cool , there's used to be LOVE♥ ,
now its become something like a junk . . .
Just in case tomorrow never comes , i just want to tell yous that .....
you've left footprints on my heart ♥.
I know its my fault that asked this question over & over aqn .
and yous finally let me qo .
But thats all is because you've changed , really changed alot ):
Maybe i can just stop toleratinq your attitude & stuff .
You're th one that i choose among th others , but now , my judgement is still wrong .
But my love for yous never been lost & its always qettinq more .
mayb its over , but really , i cant forget & never will i forget yous .

Boy , iloveyous ♥
110209 - 270410 ; 1year , 2months & 16days .

Its finally , officially over ~

One Kick You Fly ! One Punch You Die ! (:

2010-04-25T02:50:00.000-07:00

Hais ! ):

Am i Erased out of your mind ? O:

This week simply just pass quite fast .

Was suspended for 2 days due to some reasons ~

Yawns !

Went to Orchard yesterday .

Dame fcuked manzxc ! First time in town wearinq like ****** and w my bloody short hair ! ;wild

Went to th condo behind York Hotel .

lauqhs , dame fun nahs (:

After that went for Swenson :D

&& i cant believe that th lady was like 60years old luhs ! She totally look like kone 30+ angmo taitai uhs ! Omfg .

And she & th husband both are region manger in fuji :o

They are dame old lo !

LOL

Neverminds (:

Update tmr :B

2010-04-18T22:12:00.000-07:00

GO AND DIE LA ! ! ! ! ! !
i am fcukinq fcukinq tired of life this way .
i know when i am a free qirl , thinqs are totally different .
But why cant you people just tolerate it for another 20months ?
Why must th people that i wants t be waitinq for me & concerninq for me just fcukinq hell seems to dont qive a dame ?
Especially YOU ! yous should know who are yous .
i am really qoinq mad , crazy ! ):
If there is a chance , how th hell i wish you were me . And know my feelinqs now .
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrs ! )':

I just need more concern , more motivation & for yous to be waitinq for me , althouqh i know its all impossible ?

Read all th past posts in your bloq , try to console myself .
i just hope that yous will keep to th promise made & what yous say .
But if yous wish t break your promise like how yous always do , idc anymore .

Hais , mayb its really time for me to rest & concentrate in my studies .
& stop all nonsense.
And not be botherinq about anythinq thats i shouldnt be botherinq abt .
E.g. Relationship -

2010-04-18T05:20:00.000-07:00

nb , Hardcore study time in this fcukinq hostel ! ;wild

qoinq mad soon manzxc ! ):

no Homeleave aqn ):

Sick alr ):

Somemore qot one madqirl come in & irritate people ! -‘-

Cry everyday , same DORM as me ! Suay like fcuk la ! ):

Cannot stand her luhs , make so much fcukinq troubles here .

Feel like giving her one tight slap & ask her t wake up !

&& Stop attracting attention from people here la ! x.x

See this & faint manzxc !

- Timetable for exam period (Saturday & Sunday )

7.30am : Rise & Shine

8.00am : Breakfast

8.30am : Charge (Chores)

9.00am - 10.15am : Study Time

10.15am - 10.30am : Break (:

10.30am - 12pm : Study Time

12pm : Lunch (:

12.30pm - 2pm : TV / Rest (:

2pm - 3.15pm : Study Time

3.15pm – 3.45pm : Break (:

3.45pm – 4.30pm : Study Time

4.30pm – 5pm : Outdoor Games

5pm-6pm : Bath

6pm : Dinner (:

6.30pm – 7.30pm : Rest (:

7.30pm – 8pm : Quiet Time

8pm – 10pm : Study Time [ Sunday ] 8pm – 9pm : Study Time

10pm – 11pm : Tv / Rest (: 9.30pm : Lights Out !

11.30pm : Lights Out !

I AM FCUKING TIRED ):

2010-04-11T05:36:00.003-07:00

Hey people ! (:

dead bloq aqn :o

lmao , finally i've qot th bloody courage to post out my short hair pics ):

Dame uqly , i know O: !

&& there are some photos that i took on tanqtanq's birthday (: Which is th last day i ton & th day before i qo court :X

Sorry tanqtanq , never tell yous . i want to have a happy birthday thats all (:

i fcukinq hate my short hair , but i have no choice ~

Hais ~

2010-04-04T22:58:00.001-07:00

Yeah ! like finally I’ve got my homeleave (:
Althouqh its not fun being at home for th whole day , but I still manage to be myself (:
&& finally I’ve printed out my photos (:
twist! And I may be uploading it next week when I qo home & take my memory card (:
im missing yous , missing yous badly (:
& i , i . . . . . . . . . . always wanted to tell yous somethinq (:
i ………… i …………

lauqhs , neverminds (:im bored !
im qoinq off manzxc (:
Hope to qet to meet up my lovely soons (:

2010-04-02T01:13:00.000-07:00

Good Friday today ,

yet i dont think its a qood friday uhs -.-

Some bloody lame human quarrelinq w me on facebook ._.

XMM uhs , twit like dk what doq lidat , still dont want to admit that she is one computer warrior . Fcukinq hell hate this type of person -.- No life ? Tryinq to think that i want to snatch her boyf ? Think aqain !

OMG . i cant believe it manx -.-

Hais , moodswinq is hanqinq around me this few days .

im qoinq crazy , yesterday had a fouqht w harpreet -.- , just because she irritate me -.-

Gosh , hope her leq is fine alr la ):

&& my smalldoq , seriously made me shed my tears aqn ): ily , imy la 0:

2010-03-27T00:45:00.000-07:00

Baby Baby Baby Ohhhhhhh ~ :B

i am seriously dyinq for my fcukinq homeleave la ):

This way of life is like endless canzxc ! 21more months to qo ley ):

tomorrow qoinq out ._.

banana boat & jacuzzi , LOL . dk how will it be w one fcukinq adult there -.-

Hais , idk whats my heart feelinq anymore . i think its numb alr :X

Will i be able to survive thru ? -.-"

2010-03-21T00:12:00.000-07:00

Hais .

is it my beinq too sensative or is it because i dont trust people anymore ?

How i wish my life was like what it was before th whole disaster starts , mayb my life now wont be so miserable .

Its really too late to reqret . (I know)

But what i can do now is to step one chanqed person inside here ._.

Leave everythinq to qod bahhs . (:

Hais , heard about another thinq today -.-

And practically this whole week sucks , first worse holiday -.-

Ahgong , takecare of yourself . I dont wish to lose yous . & i think no one in th family wants to lose yous .

2010-03-13T22:10:00.000-08:00

Siandieme la ! ):

Still no homeleave laaa -.-

No homeleave neverminds , still kena accuse i steal 1 fcukinq small packet of M&M chocolate ? Wtf !

i not so childish la , for qod sake .

Say i nervous because i keep shake my leq ?! Get th fcukinq fact riqht la ! Is because i cannot stand on 1leq for more than 3mins la hors ! Nb .

2010-03-06T22:38:00.000-08:00

Hais !

Someone in th hostel said that most of us have attitude problem -.-

she still can name out manzxc ! I just heard about it yesterday , & what i know is that it also happen yesterday afternoon . Rofl !

Really qonna killdieher la . Dame fcukinq pissed w her ._.

She thinks that she is like so familiar w th thinqs here & treat herself like one princess sial -.-

DOG LA !

Only like stay here less then 2months still talk so much ._. At least i lonqer than her la .

Walan , oldest here daisai meh ? Rofl .

Kio die her . Anyhow ka limbu jiaowei -.-

Wait till she qo back ITE , she will have happy days ! (:

Hais , i am always thinkinq about th same OLD question bodoh !

Hatediemyself la . Ended myself in here , ended my own freedom !

2010-03-05T23:18:00.000-08:00

Yawnnnns ~

No homeleave aqains ):

Shaqdie la ! dk when then can qet homeleave .

Want to die alr la , this type of life , MORE STRESS AHS !

TOH TOH TOH ! ):

Going si le la ):

Did chores yesterday -.- Tired like doq lidat ! ;wild

then washed toilet today :o ;eeks ! X:

Helped Pohyin tooos . Lauqhs ! Played like mad (:

At least there is somethinq that can pass th day (:

Enjoyed yesterday afternoon ! :D

Hahs , but thinqs wont be always like this .

Butt i hope thinqs will qet better instead of bad ):

I pray , i pray ~

2010-02-26T23:34:00.000-08:00

SIAN ! ):

i've qot no homeleave aqain nahs !

Crydieme , Saddieme la ~

fcukinq irritatinq doq sial that old auntie here ._.

Think she staff daisai meh ! wl eh .

Dulan ahs , feel like takinq her head and buaaaaaaaaaa the wall ahs ! But cannot ! Zz

If i do that confirm qo qirlshome ones -.-

i not so stupid ! :X

Hais , stuck-ed inside aqain ~

Bored & Bored & Bored !

Only freedom is only when im in school . siandieme la ! ):

Must see next week qot anot :x

i want to qo home la ! i want qo shoppinq w Dayu nahs ! ):

2010-02-20T21:51:00.000-08:00

Hais , i miss my hair la !

my hair now short like shit ._.

machiam doq lidat -.-"

Irritatinq .

Retain life seems to be normal . But some extra attention was qiven to my class , just because my class is a retain class -.-

看不起我们？Please ley ._.

Aiya , thinkinq is yours , we cant chanqe .

Speechless at th moment , dk what to write .

Ain't in a really qood mood .

So yeah , Bye (:

爱太痛，心已碎。

2010-02-20T00:07:00.000-08:00

Many things happened so fast .

I cant even have a qood break out of my mind .

I wish thinqs will be like in th past but thinqs are too late .

I want my freedom & everythinq that i dont have now .

I hate people that controls my life , seriously .

I want to be like a normal teen . Not someone that is beinq controlled now & then .

Mayb 2years will qoes fast ? Who knows , God (:

But who will wait for me ? i doubt there is anyone .

Hais .

2010-02-10T04:53:00.000-08:00

Yo people ! :D

imisseveryonne ):

2009-12-03T00:27:00.000-08:00

Went out w baby on th end of November .
Enjoyed myself althouqh i bouqht nothinq (:
Went to school to collect my books in th afternoon , then headed to compass point to have lunch :D
After that went back to baby's house to put th books & headed off to Vivo , but there was nothinq there so went to douby . Saw Vin aka siaoeh :D
then had starbucks , and had some conflicts inbetween ._.
and then went to Cathay (:

Had astons for dinner and then went to parklane ~
IRC sucks , seriously -.-
then after that , back to kovan .
Netforce sucks too -.- !
then back to seranqoon ~
and slacked at th Study Corner :B
And there are some photos taken aye , as we have nothinq to do :B

2009-11-15T20:25:00.000-08:00

Goodbye all ~ Bye Baby .
Bye Jessica & Janice . Bye freedom . Bye audition . Bye friends , online , rl & audi .

idk when will i be cominq out aye . But , im still havinq home leaves ~ , dk how lonq will it last . Seriously , its weird qnq another place .
idk how will it be like , but i just know that once i qo in , i wont be qood forever .
thats th fact that my mother should accept !
Hais , time to qo aye . Byebye ):

missyousquys , especiallymybelovedbaby .

2009-11-07T05:09:00.001-08:00

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2009-11-07T02:59:00.000-08:00

Its 7th November alr yeah :o
Still how many days can i qet my IC -'- , 24th November is still fcukinq lonq manzxc ):
Didnt qo home for 2days alr . Dont like th feelinq of beinq at home , i just love th desktop :X
Whatever shyt uh . Im qonna rent a house once i qet enouqh cash :B
I wish humans to come pei me ton everyniqht (: , will be dame nice :D
But , i must must must past th day 17.07.10 ! And i will not be afraid of anythinq that my parents will do to me ^^v !
Well , my parents say they will send me qirl's home aqn ? Wtf .
And blame me that im actinq that i wanna study , says that its all lies .
Wtf canzxc -'- ! I said i want to study , it does not mean that i must study now riqhts ~
Please la , do yous see any books at home for me to study ? NO RIGHT ! lcb~
Yous always think that your thinkinq is really whats happeninq , but do yous know that its all wronq ? YOU DONT ! People may say that im havinq a qood mother that qives me chances , but look here ! All these , are your own doinqs . Yous created many troubles for so many people , yous ka your own dauqhter's jiaowei to th counselors . Yous just think that you're dame qreat , your doinqs are all riqht , your sense will never be wronq ? Come'on la , its all wronq uh -'-
How i wish yous can read all this manzxc .
Ever since i ran away from home , yous fcukinq act one pitiful uh . So what yous want me back ? This is how yous treat me ? (....)
Please la , yous even tried to push me off th buildinq ? lmaos ? How i wish yous can wash your fcukinq hands off my problems .
9th month is cominq . Go and calculate how many troubles have yous made in my life . Or even , OUR life .
i know yous will be kpkb if yous ever read my post , my bloq . But i have my own problems .
Yous said yous qive me chances , but yous dont even qive myself a chance to handle my own rs . Yous will only interfere and make problems in my rs ._.
So yous think idw qo home ? I just dw to hear yous kpkb , cry cry cry -.-"

Forqet it , i dontwish to post anymore .
Will update soon aye (:

2009-11-02T02:51:00.000-08:00

Baboooooooooooooooo :D
Updatinq my bloq (:
im no lonqer workinq @ ljs .
th fcukinq manaqer eats people's salary -'-
i hate him manzxc .
Anw , im findinq new jobs :D
Simonkorkor , qonna intro me ;yay
lauqhdieme ! ^^v He dame qood uh ~

So , im qonna qet i new job soon aye (:

&& i've lvl up in auditionsea :B
FAM is qettinq larger :D , more active . ;yay

And please , i have my riqhts to tell people what i want , what i like . Want me to stop ? No way (:
i will never stop , as what yous did was like fcukinq laolan :B , and which most people hates . So , its impossible to allow me to stop aye (:

2009-10-25T09:38:00.000-07:00

Gosh , i really cannot stand it manzxc !
i really hate that bloody bitch uhs ._.
Keep copycopycopy ==" dame it ! -'-
Typinq , talkinq everythinq ! Cb , backstabber also . Conclusion , one biq fcuker :D
Spoil my mood when talkinq about her -.-

Went drinkinq th previous day :D
But too tired ): And simonkorkor & ahbin toh very fast ):
Lauqhs ! :D

Anyway , work was pretty cool & fine (:
and all th people there are Great expect fpr AR & IVY ! ;wild
lauqhs :X
qnq to work morninq shift tmr ~ Yawns .
Bedtime now:D

~ i found out that No one can be trusted aye .

2009-10-20T10:20:00.000-07:00

BABOOOM :D
lauqhs , tired manzxc after work .
idk why today i felt so shaq manzxc . Gosh , its like so weird .
Dininq & Cashier was mine today :D
Was tirinq yet fun , was bored yet people entertain me (:
Been really inactive on net manzxc . I want to be active aqn :D
People that are really kind :D HOHO .
Washed my uniform for like 1 hour plus today manzxc ! -'-
then kazhua & his friend sparyinq bike ._.
Why quys likes to steal bike ? i dont understand sial .
Like so stupid uhs . Got advantaqe but also qot risk luhs x.x
Henq my bike is in locked up :D
Anyway , qnq to sleep now aye :D
Hope to have a better day everytime i wake up :D

2009-10-18T20:56:00.000-07:00

This photo is fcukinq unqlam uhs ! Alll thanks to QUEKHONGBIN !
Gosh , so stupid uhs , took photo while i workinq -'-
Bloody idiot manzxc ! Roar .
4 day of work , im tired due to my injury .
Hi , welcome to LonqJohnSilver ! :D
Fun manzxc , havinq friendly people there . Lauqhs .

But mayb this job wont last me lonq , i may qo into qirls home in no time .
Some people just dk whats my situation , im really tired of my life . I wish i was not on this earth .
But qod let me meet people that are qreat , people that really concern abt me , people that are willinq to be my listeninq ears . I thank yous lord for qivinq me such friends . And also thankyous lord for qivinq me a quy that is carinq about me , qivinq me different alternative in my life , teachinq me not to judge thinqs th way i do .
I may not be a qood person , but i do thinqs w planninq .
I borrow , i plan when to return .
I dont study , i plan my path behind .
I save money , plan to study more outside & qet certs .
Why just people dont know what im doinq .
I dont wish to say more doesnt mean im runninq away , its just thinqs that idw to explain .
If yous want to know what difficulty im facinq , call me . I'll tell yous EVERYTHING !
See whos life is more fortunate .

2009-10-16T19:46:00.001-07:00

Baboom :D
Hoho , found new job (: Currently workinq at houqanq mall , ljs .
lauqhs , 1st & 2nd day passed :D
Holyshit , i hate 2nd day x.x
Saw two bitches manzxc . Keep commentinq , lookinq . CB ! ;wild
Say what i cmi . Eh please lah , yous find thinqs for me to do lah . My dinninq area also nothinq what yous expect . At least im independent , unlike yous both . Rely on parents & boyf . Gosh ~
Neverminds , i qo out now (:

2009-10-09T20:10:00.000-07:00

lauqhs ! Picnik qot new effect for editinq ! funny & spoky siol . ;x
Hoho.

2009-10-09T02:04:00.000-07:00

Heyohs ppl :D
Dead bloq ;x , lauqhs .
Well , i've choose to retain next year & i told th teacher ~
so i only need to attend exam now and my marks are not important ~
Been audi-inq & qnq out everyday :o
lauqhs .

2009-09-25T09:55:00.000-07:00

Went for tanqtanq's lp (:
Just reached home , went to th condo & chatted w daqu ? :o

&& MY PREPAID IS FUCKING LOW ! stop spamminq -.-
Plus , some moron just dont know whats th different between prepaid no money & phone off-ed
=="
then anyhow accuse people step one MIA or what hum off phone .__.

2009-09-22T22:17:00.001-07:00

HOHOHO !
didnt qo school aqn , TeckMenq&James came to my house to play mahjonq .
Ate my cookinq ! MAGGIMEEEEEEEEEEE <3
Very nice eh ;x
qnq out now (:
Byebye <3

2009-09-19T19:24:00.001-07:00

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2009-09-13T03:07:00.000-07:00

Thinqs have chanqed .
I've chanqed , i admit .
I really dont know what am i know , i seems to be an alien w/o any feelinqs .
I can easily qive up my relationship . Im alr hopeless !
Maybe is because of th fact that im qonna be in qirls' home anytime , thats why i've become like this . But i want my own time & freedom .
i dont wished to be tied up by anyone , and i want to have my own decision makinq !
I've really become heartless , but mind yous , who chanqed me ? My parents , yous and also some idiots .

2009-09-06T05:34:00.000-07:00

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YipeeYaYaYipeeYipeeYa !
HOHOHO ! im fcukinq happy manzxc ! :D
finally finally finally he is out ^^v
hehaho c(:

2009-08-31T05:12:00.000-07:00

Holyshit !
fcuk manzxc . Pubor D:
anyhow call and pun i what ? knn ._________.
dont step one zai ley -.- Act one biq only , buaykan ones still want chup .
Still want what ? find taiji sibo ? x.x
lame lahhs ! yous so buaykan still kpkb -.-
tmr , i'll qo down and find yous ! Try me (:

Grrs , fcukedup x.x
i need a shoulder now ):
i need a person to love & talk to me !
idk what to do now . i wish yous was just beside me and quide me alonq , but its impossible .
thinqs cant chanqe . whats done had alr done x.x
i qnq penq alr ! i need yous ):
Come back to me fast ! :o
qahhhhhhhhhs ):

2009-08-30T02:16:00.001-07:00

Geees ! beinq bullied by those idiots in BU ):
totally inhuman .________.
they 0 miss 0 bad all th way like siao -.-

2009-08-29T03:17:00.001-07:00

wtf manzxc !

2009-08-28T10:34:00.000-07:00

Audi-ed whole day aqn :o
HOHOHO ! :x

Went for interview today !
Startinq work on monday ^^v
haha , qnq back audi aqn ! :x

2009-08-27T05:06:00.000-07:00

Heyohs !
lauqhdieme , im back addicted to audition aqn :o
All day lonq audi audi audi :x
HOHOHO!
Now can only find me in audition , msn (:
ONLINE 24/7 !

2009-08-25T19:36:00.000-07:00

Wooohoooo ~
Broke my 8k record (:
was usinq ---x3LIMBEI playinq club & i broke my 8k record !
i can chain ^^

2009-08-23T22:32:00.000-07:00

im so fcukinq dulan cans ?
im not qonna tolerate it manzxc !
that person actually said lesbo till lidat ? Hello , Not happy just come out & talk leys .
Got friends so what ? Biq fcuk uhhs ?
kpkb .
Eh , say thinqs properly lohhs . what owe money pay money -.-
Please lahhs , your friend loanshark so ? Do i look like i qive it a dame ?
Now step one blur .___.
Look at your actions before sayinq others . Yous even draqqed my parents in & what ? =="
& for qodness sake , i hate ppl spamminq me lahs -.-
Somemore make till my phone no batt then say i purposely off my phone ?
Yous made ppl wait for yous for 1hour ley -.-
Who want bua stunt :\
Ahlian siol , i humji ley . Scared sial ): -.-

2009-08-22T18:58:00.000-07:00

fcuk lahs !
Cut thinqs short ,
Just return home after tonninq w lesbo yesterday :o
before qnq her house , some retarded thinqs happened -.-
its makinq ppl fcukinq dulan cans ? x.x
waited for yous for 1hour , then yous say i bua stunt ? NO LINK !
i know i owe yous money lahs , i neer say i dont want return riqhts ? Tell your what sister brother i dont want return , then what ? want add interest huhs ? Want find problem uhhs ?
Yous said lesbo wants secondhand stuff ? lauqhs !
Yous said lesbo xl ? i xl ? Look who more xl leys .
Not i want say what now ley . Yous see for yourself lahhs . i say WILL transfer means WILL !
i wont run away or what lohhs .____.

Whatever nahhs . yous want say what your prob liaos . =="
Anw , tonned w lesbo , jiawei & joel[idk who]
then i was th only one crappinq like -'- ! =="
then somemore th what Joel so antisocial ._.
lame lahhs ! ton like never ton sial , went t lesbo's house t sleeppp ~
:x
zxc . No mood t type manzxc ! :o

2009-08-20T17:44:00.001-07:00

RETARDED !

2009-08-20T04:38:00.000-07:00

f it !
Why must human lie to me & keep says that i lie ?
I also never do anythinq wronq riqhts . FCUK !
What i do ? Did my previous life offended yous ?
tmd lahhs !

i wish to end my life aqn .
No one is perfect ,
No one wont lie .
Friends will also lie .
Boyf toos .

Music is still th Best friend of all . Especially Technos ♥
Techno Mix , DJ Inphinity Techno Mix , Show me love , techno#music#mix , Rave Techno , Best Techno 2009 ! & many many more . ^^

2009-08-19T06:43:00.001-07:00

2009-08-18T03:52:00.000-07:00

lubbbbx <3
finally found her ! (:

x.x
fcuk th world manzxc !
Why must we study ?
Also no use ones ! zxc

2009-08-17T04:57:00.000-07:00

i bwq ,
i cried aqn , i cried at 1916hours . Just because of Jw .
i shed my tears aqn .

Everyone is qonna mia me .
so im qonna MIA first ):
contact me thru 96116597 . i bo reply / answer .
Means , im qone .
takecares peepos .

2009-08-16T19:06:00.001-07:00

He called me yesterday ^^
lauqhs . <3

2009-08-16T01:38:00.001-07:00

Yes ! Dayu is sooooooo ahem ! She knows my bloq has only 5 post .
duh ~ its so obvious .

2009-08-11T03:44:00.000-07:00

qahhh !
its 11th today manzxc (:
lauqhdieme ^^

2009-08-09T04:24:00.000-07:00

loveherforlife ! <3

imissher ):

He called aqn . (:
He in there machiam havinq fun bodoh -.-
lauqhs .
Tell me that his father will pick me up on friday to visit him ? Haha
lauqhs ! He said he cried every niqht , because of me ? Lols ._.
Touched sial , Cry for me siol :x
told me to wait (: : " Must wait for me hors ! later i come out , yous qot another boyf "
lauqhdieme !
Funny sial , still can joke & smoke inside w/ th quards ><

Feelinq empty manxzxz .
All because of one person .
Because of that person , made me cried ?

2009-08-08T16:39:00.000-07:00

Omq !
Baby called me !
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG ! (:
im fcukinq happy cans ! !
HOHOHO !~
Next Friday qnq see him ^^
His parents brinqinq me qo ! lauqhs .
f happy now !
HE CALLED ME MANXZXZXZX !

2009-08-08T07:50:00.000-07:00

Just three more days .
It will be 6th month of our rs ! Why cant time qoes back ?
Back t that time that yous are not inside yet ):

Its your third day in there . How is it ? Are yous able to cope w/ it ? Is it touqh ?
Did yous eat ? Did yous sleep well ?
Gosh ! im thinkinq abt your stuff over & over aqn ><

2009-08-07T05:00:00.000-07:00

Create new bloq aqn ><
4th bloq manx D:
Who ask them t disable my bloq uhhs ! >< Now can loqin -.-
mamafonq bodoh !
i have nothinq t talk abt uhhs . Went t th court today ! -'-
Well , lucky my parents didnt complain BPC ! (:
Need t qo for councellinq instead !
lauqhs . Count myself lucky alr (:
qoddddddddbless <3

imissdiehim ):
Crys !